In a BAD MOOD...>

The whole day i am in a very BAD MOOD... I feel very difficult for me to smile and laugh. I feel it is mean nothing to me if i do that. so hard to laugh for.

Yesterday, i was sturdy hard for the economic test that held today. it so much things for me to study and to revise. The whole day i didnt attend my class. I am in the pressure.. so i go eat a ice cream loh. Then i feel much less pressure. Then back to home, i sit in front of TV. Watching watching. Later finish my dinner i go start open my notes and books to do revision. i say to myself, i need to get a high marks for the test. Study study and study. I already understand almost 70% of it.

Then i rest for a while. That time is already 11.00pm at night. I begin to think that is she sleep already? Maybe not.! so i call her and talk to her for almost a hour.

In the conversation between me and she is very Shit...! The things that she say to me is make me very angry and sad. Very sad..sad.>
She say that she want some more time to solve her problem. so i give her some more time ... Everyone desert to have second chance. Maybe she can do it? I also think that she really need some time to chance her attitude.

After talking on the phone, i really no mood to study anymore. I really dont know what should i do? I still like her and i cant easy to give up on her. I dont know whether she really know what i feel about her.

so lastnight i stay awake until 4am in the morning, then i can really sleep. i just sleep about 3 hour then i need to wake up. i need to prepare myself and then go to school to have a test. Must +U+U!

When i finish my test, then i want to hang in the test paper. I walk to talk to hang in the paper. Suddenly one of the lecturer YELL at me and he say" go back to your seat! U are not allow to leave the hall yet!! go Back!"

At that time i am getting angry and angry. I start bei song that lecture... i want to say "FUCK U" to him. I start siyong at him until the test is finally over.

Just nw on the way home. When i am driving my car, ..... she call me. Then i pick up and tell her, i am driving and she say she will call me back later.
Then back to my home, i was tired and i sit down and watch movie. Then she call me back. We talk for a while and she tell me, she at home nw cos she have headache and want to sleep for a moment.

SHE IS VERY TIRED ALL THE TIME. I KNOW THAT. SHE JUST A 17 YRS OLD GAL WHO START WORK THOUGH THE WHOLE DAY. Pls dont fall down... pls. Be strong MY GIRL..:)

Skin become darker...

yesterday, i going out very early in the morning. This time, i am going to a far place.. Not over sea lah. But still in kuching. i going to Matang Family Park with my friends. While on the way to Matang Family Park, i was follow with my friend car cos i didnt drive... so sad. My friend cuting other car. The situation was very scary but EXCITING that we nearly want go to hospital to sleep for few day or month. When we reach there, we just keep our feet in the water but we didnt play water.

we take many photos of our friends. groups photos, single photos, duo photos, and also some funny photos...hehe. i had take some photos of the scenery at the river of the Matang family park. many rocks......Aih.

Then, one of my friend say why do we go to the beach. so we all decided to go to the beach. The way to the beach is very long... it is the long road and it also a straight road.

Then we come to a ferry port. we use ferry to go across the river to the otherside. Then we continues our journey....-.-"' Finally, we reach the beach. The beach seem very famalies to me that i ever been to this beach before. The beach had no one there. Just 9 of us at the beach. Take some pictures.... and we all walking along the beach. Some of my friends they are catch small crabs that live at the beach. very funny.

At the beach is very hot. The sun is rising above us... i Know i will get dark tomorrow. Then my friends drive their car to the beach. we have only two cars. we speeding and drifting at the beach. my friend speeding at 120Km/h along the beach..... very fast. I was record the speeding moment in my friend cars. very EXCITING.....hahaha.

In the afternoon, we are going home. i feel very tired and wanted to sleep in my friend car. Then i fall asleep at a moment. i fall asleep on my friend shoulder....haha. He was very shock..! Then i kidding with him by huging him while i fall asleep and he get more shock... hehehehahaha!:D That moment they think i was gay....hehehe it just a kidding only. I not gay lah ... i a normal guy.

Finally, come to the kuching. There signal on my phone already....so i very happy. can call her loh. Then i call her and talk for a while on the phone. i heard her sound like she is very boring and a bit tired in working. Dont know how to make her happy lei..?

Very free day...

23 may, wednesday - Reaching my school so early half and hour. cos i have to find parking place. if i dont go early there will no place for me to park my car. the parking place always full at the time 8:30am onward.

While walking into the school compound . i am calling my friend to know where he is. but cant call he. then i call again and again but still cannot call he...Aih. Then i just realize my is expired today... and i forget this.... my phone still got many money but still have to reload again....aiyo. No money lo.

The class start at 10:30am and end at 12:30pm. The teacher give us do some subjective exercise. Then we discussto answers together. Later, teacherask who got question can ask her but no one got any questions. so the teacher let us go one hour earliers....hehe. The time is just 11:30am... so my friends and i go to chilipepper to eat lunch.

Attention....today my lunch is laksa.....hahaha.-.-lll
First time eat laksa in the chilipepper. Not bad lah...
i play msg with her while eating my lunch... then i play cards with friends. i still play msg with her...hehe. one of my buddy, Martin today got a bit sien sien or very high.. when he playing card with us.

1:30pm got class again, this time is math 1 lecture class....
When i am waiting to go in the class. a group of girls come out from the class. They are sole call my fan... aih. They keep looking at me... for a some minute like that. That make me so uncomfortable..... one of them simile with me.....-.-??? -.-lll
They just dont want to go. They just stand there in front of me. and talk and look.... ????
I just pretend i dont know anything and quickly go into my class.
After the class. i dont know wat to do....hehe. i think i whether go home or stay at school hang around with friends. I start keep msging her.

Today, she say she is going to kia kia with herself, alone.. hehe. Very funny that i am worry about her. Then i think i shouldnt worry bout her cos her is not a kid anymore. she is 17 yrs old already. Grow up liaw lah. sha will take care for herself.

My friends why dont we go to da we le. haha... she also at there. she told she is in jolly buit i say i dont know where. You know what... jolly mean da we le.... aih yo. Lol.:)

I spend a hour drink at da we le. She is with her friend. Her friend was my former schoolmate at Kuching Town...Lol. Dennis and Ah seng, they crazy bout playing magic using the poker cards. haha.... very crazy.

Then jeffery call me on the phone and Ah seng pick up the call. He ask we to go play ball. but i doent to go to play lei... feel no mood to play ball today. so i didnt go loh... i send Ahseng to school to get his car. Then i go home loh.

Back home eat somethings... cos feel a bit hungry...hehe. Then i play computer games. but still play msg with her....haha.

Hard and weird day..

19 may, sunday.

Today wake up at 10:30am.... i open my eyes and saw a image of a gal...hmm the image is not clear bt i know who she is. That gal was in short hair ...look like a cute gal. you know whoshe is lah ho... no need to say the name. you know i know lah.

Again today i dont know what to do... o i know liaw! play computer lo. online and write my blogs and also go to find some song to download. the whole day spending time on computer...hehe. Then at afternoon i do some revision on the computer. I make some note on my economic subject. many note to take....i done the revision about 2 hour, then i playing game call of duty.

Dennis msg me. he ask me got go to play ball. I reply him that i going to see first. O.. yea the whole i was play sms with her(Thiing). Play until the balance become just 40 cent. must stop playing msg liaw.

Then we stop playing sms lo. No basketball today... and i didnt go out anywhere today. Just staying at home. My dad also stay home he just came back last night from travelling. He is very tried and sleep the whole day...like a pig. He is tried than i am.

My dad always say that young kids the main purpose is to study. Because there is very long road have to go in the future for young kids. If not study hard now, later will regard. It all good for future of us... Study Study.

I always heard my dad saying that to three of us. my sis, bro, and me. I become the target of my dad.he alway focus on me. second my bro and the last, my sis loh..

My mom already know that i been dating with a gal last night. she say that to me today, this morning. I was shock.... how come she know that.!!??
She told me that she see my face then already know. HUH..!!?? My face got write that i got a girlfriend meh!? She say there is no wrong to have a gal to love, just dont simply do something or hurt that gal. But my mom dont which one is she(Thiing).. hahaha :)

conclusion....study hard, be good to someone i love, do not hurt her heart, protect her, understand her, trust her, make her feel save with you, find a good job, earn more money, buy a big house, having healthy life.

Especially, buy a sport car or super car... hehe:) This is one of my dream.

Speeding in MJC

......Continues from last night,

19 may - After sending thiing thiing home, i was going to jalan song to meet my friends. they are waiting for me there and i going to reach there as fast as i can. on the road of MJC, i was driving fast at 90km/h. cos the in MJC is very straight. The road is become a speeding area for many driver including me..hehe:)

Still at MJC or Batu Kawa road. i stop at a traffic. when it turn green, 1 gear goes into 40km/h... x4. Then my friends send a msg to me, one of my friend have to go home. he cant stay out very late, so they all gonna go home liaw.. so i say okay lo go home. cos i also feel a bit tried and sleepy. then i call my friend to comfirm it. when i put my phone down.....

....suddenly, a honda accord passing me very fast. That time, i smile and say" very fast ho, lets ride"!!.... Then start switching my 5th gear to 4th gear at 90 km/h. Now i was chasing the Honda Accord. A japanese car vs a malaysian car, Proton ISWARA...lousy car in asia..... hahaha. At the straight road, my cars pull into 120km/h and it increase again and again... Honda accord is very fast too. but i up close and close to that accord....hahaha :D o.... no at my lane there is a motorcycle in front of me. i need to hit the break to avoid accident. i cut into his lane.

Now i was behind accord very close. Next cut again to my own lane. this time my car goes into almost 150km/h. I sucess passing the Honda Accord. i win the accord....haha. the accord seem very far from my cars....now. i gonna slow down now. If not my patrol gonna to be finish.. so drove home at 1130 pm. Night time.

Normal Gear: (Normal drive)

- 1st Gear 0 - 20 km/h
- 2st Gear 20 - 40 km/h
- 3ts Gear 40 - 60 km/h
- 4st Gear 60 - 80 km/h
- 5st Gear 80 - 100 km/h

Speeding Gear (last night)

- 1th Gear 0 - 20 km/h
- 2th Gear 20 - 40 km/h
- 3th Gear 40 - 70 km/h
- 4th Gear 70- 90 km/h change 70 -120 km/h
- 5th Gear 120 - 150km/h ( Fastest record of my car)

My dad come home already when i reach home. hehe. got laptop to play now. yeahyeah...

The incident above about speeding happened in about 7 minute.... night time, 19 may 2007.

Unknow title....

17 may, thus - i didnt wote my blog..... cos no laptop at home. That day is important day in my life. hehe... the day that i was very happy...and full with joy. she and me are together already. she's my gf nw and forever... i think. I hope it would be forever. when i ask her that question, i know she was shock, cos suddenly i ask that question to her. Dont why lei.

Before that, she send me a msg that she say she was with her friends at snooker shop. Then, i go quick told her that i going to pick her up at the snooker shop. dont know what is the feeling why that i want to do that. Just i was worry about her. do i make her friends angry? dont know bo. hehe...

Today, 19 may - Just i going out with her. we go to Isabella cafe to have a drinks. it was frist time that i went there. the cafe is weird i think. cos it like a harven. if want to know then go there then u will know what i say..hehe:)

Later we go to airport to dating .... hand together and walk thought the terminal... sweet ar..hehe. Then we walk back outside to talk... feel very happy and sweet when talking to each other. The topic we talk can understand more to each other. all though, we now is a couple and we still need to understand each other more. couple also like a friend. just that the word "couple" is more sweeter than the word of "friend". i have msg my friends and ask them where are. then they call me and i tell them that i will come a bit late.

After that, i going to drive her home... i know that i drive until 130 km/h. on the ways to her house. It is a straight road... i think not so fast co...hehe.

Now at home liaw, i still thinking about her. Still miss her...:)
So this is the third daywe begin together...

Still more to come....... see ya!:)

Drink beer ar...hmm

Just saw her blog. and i saw something that she had done..haha. she wrote that she is drinking some alcohol at her friends home. hehe. she was sleep over nite at she friend house.

nothing of drinking beer or wine lah. i dont know what she drink lah.. maybe either one lo. dont know she know how to drink o not. maybe i will go to taech her how to drink...hahahaha!!:D

nothing wrong lah. be urself lah ho...thiing.:)

Busy day...

16 may 07, wednesday - attending the class in the morning feel a bit sleepy when listening the lecture teaching. The lecture dismiss us 1 hour early... yea go to eat my lunch loh... feel hungry.

Then attending the next lecture... maths 1...it only a 1 hour. But it make me more sleepy lah...like to sleep ar me..aih!

After that, i go home to change my clothes then go to my friends house to do our assignment. it gonna hang in soon... but haven finish yet. we find many many resource that need in the assignment but we also have to choose the suitable 1.. very ma huan ar!!

5:00pm there is a court near my friend house. then my decided go to play ball. but i doent want to play cos of tried and want to go out friends tonite. my friend keep ask me to play and i say "ok! just for 1 hours then i go home liaw".
at home i prepare myself and wait for my friend to come to pick me out. then i msg her. she tell me that she was very tired and want to 'tut' and she is not feeling well. i think she sickand worry bout. quickly then i call her on phone. she told me that she's ok/ fine. so i feel more relive...aih.

she call me. so we talk on the phone for couple of minute... on the phone joke to each other and have a great laugh on it.. haha. somekind a joke that make we laugh very loud..haha:D

soon she have to go to sleep liaw cos too tried.. and me too. but i still out cant go home yet. i didnt drive loh...haii...tired to drive too..haha.

so busy day and the most tired day....

A girl with me..

Tuesday - 15 may 2007, this morning i call her on phone. she didnt pick up her phone. i know she was sleeping haven wake up.... Ok lah. i will call her again later. Then she call back.... she just wake up...hehe. i ask whether she want to come out? Then she say "ok.. loh". 1200pm i go pick her. After picking her, we go to eat at somewhere king center there.

she say she like that drink...hehe dont what that drink in english...sorry.. Then we together with my friends go sebarkas... she had not go there for a long time...

Dont know why lei....i feel happy begin together with her.... maybe i really like her. wat ever i do will think bout her... it is just a easy feeling.

She must be very happy will she see this words that i type in blog.

Just nw i brought her to my school. and go to my class. everyone thought we are couple... hehe.:) dont worry lah coming soon...

Just nw we joke bout the marry thing.....ring ar still early lei. just a joke lah.
she also say that she miss someone too much... so touch wo.:p

sometime she is a funny gal.... dont know wat is she think herself.. tan chun..very tan chun hehehe:)
After bring her home, i go to play ball at 4.5 mile. then we go to jalan song to drink and eat... then almost 8pm nite, i reach home....

Finish liaw...see ya!:)

Low Battery...

Monday, 14.05.07 - This morning, i was over sleep again. The class start at 8:30am and i wake up at 8:00am. i was quickly prepare myself and left home without take any breakfast. i reach the class late 15 minute. Oo..no! i forget to bring my maths exersice book... then i have to nothing at class for 2 hours. the maths teacher is very nice lah, she wont say anything lah...

After class, i go to canteen with my friends to eat. become i haven take my breakfast...hehe. i play msg with my friend. Play until my handphone has low battery... such a disappointing. i gonna stop msging her.... dont know she will disappointed bo... she had to stay at home and rest cos i know she already tired of working everyday. she should take a break.....i should say.
hope she rest enough at home...:)

Finish liaw......... see YA!! :)

WHat a Day...

Theday, stay at home. i didnt go anywhere today, except think some things at home.hai... wat a boring day? my friends got ask me to go out but i prefer stay at home. just nw think of going to play ball but in the end didnt go to play. then i was thinking of is the world so boring...except study are there nothing else for me to do already. life is like that lah... i think!

Oo... tonight is mother's day... i wonder how my follew friends celebrate wit their mum..! Hi... how u guy celebrate ar...!! Hi answer me..!
i just come back home from dinner wit family. I stomach is so full..wah!
i didnt buy any present to my mum and i just say "mum! happy mother's day hope u live long" to my mother.

Hmm... i whether wat type of cake she buy for her... must be beautiful cake..it could be. I think she very happy today...cos she had heard something from a person. They keep on msging each other the whole day. Non stop.. :)
i have been know her almost 1 week. i think quite a nice girl.. how to say lei?? Hmm...dont know how to say...nice girl, cute, and ku y girl...lah. i know that she like that guy very much and the guy like her also. That guy want to be with her. but he want to know more about her first. He start to think wat he suppose to do.. hehe:)

Tomorrow got class lei. cannot over sleep later cant go attend the class. study..study... must study... tell myself. For the good of my furture. i will keep that on mind..haha :)

over sleep.."'

Sunday, 13.05.2007. no school. the day i always oversleep. Feel myself like a pig always like to sleep.when i wake it already 11 sometime...still feel like i want to return to bed again..still Sleepy..hai. Then saw msgs which sent by someone i like.. just a feeling that i like her. Lastnites... i go out together wit her and some of my friends too.we stay out very late until midnite cos watching movie at star cineplex. hehe..:) i scarce that she cant wake up in the morning cos she have to work cos stay out wit me until very late. Hopeful she wake up and in working..haha!

Ai... dont know want to do wat leh.... this is a day make me boring ar...:( later evening got go play basketball.. at somewhere..hmm

About study...hmm have to work hard if i want to pass all the subjects... bt very tired of study lah... but when result i get is high i be very happy. cos i got work hard...haha My economics paper get 7 out of 10. hahaha....!:D Then now waiting for my maths test result... hope can get good marks for that too.

Erm... this is what i have to say this noon... i will continues this tonight.. c ya! :)